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12th-Feb-2010 08:50 pm - Update
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I haven't posted in forever, I know. But I've been really busy.
I made a new friend in Taiwan! She hardly knows English, so I use Google Translate to talk in Chinese. I natrually understand some Chinese, but not the whole language.
17th-Jan-2010 04:32 pm - Neutrality
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I've been feeling neutral lately.
Yesterday was Valentina's memorial. Her parents had nothing to do with it (of course). It was really nice, and I wish I could upload pictures, but nobody will see them, anyway.
Nobody probably reads this journal. So I waste my time updating it, don't I?
26th-Dec-2009 05:50 pm - Reborn into...Pink!!
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I don't feel all depressed anymore.
I'm just going to say something weird happened last night, and now, I feel better.
I'm actually happy!!
25th-Dec-2009 10:34 pm - Emptyness.
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I don't see a point in staying.
The rainbow of happiness went away when Valentina died.
I wanna be with her. I have to.
I promised her that I would be there for her.
But I just can't.
25th-Dec-2009 03:04 pm - Nothing.
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Ever since Valentina died, I feel like my life has been reduced to nothing.
I've stopped enjoying doing the things I normally do, and even walking around feels pointless and annoying.
When Valentina died, I said "She could have stayed and fought with the pain, learn to fight it off." Now I know how hard that is to do. When you feel like dying, or even depressed, you feel hopeless, alone, and nothing matters.
I feel this way.
I cry every night and punch myself (literally) because I'm so mad I didn't do more to help her. I can't stand the pain I feel, it's literally killing me.
21st-Dec-2009 03:28 pm - Ehh.
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Not much has been going on.
I've been bored, tired, ect...
Whatever. x___x
17th-Dec-2009 11:03 pm - Fundraiser Details
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Lots of my friends (well, all were friends except 2) came to the fundraiser thing. We all decided on a granite bench, with a plaque for Valentina. A granite bench is gonna cost $1,500. So we have to raise that much. Today, all we did was meet inside our local supermarket and decide what memorial we were going to do. A few companies are willing to make donations (from what my friend's dad said), including the mayor of our town. The funraiser actually starts next week. Hopefully we can raise enough money. 
I can't wait to get this all started. :3
17th-Dec-2009 03:34 pm - Fundraiser
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Today at 5:45, I have to go down to Publix to help my friend with his fundraiser.
It's to raise money for Valentina's memorial (he has a tree-planting and plaque in mind), and he said he needs people to go to Publix to help support the cause. Of course, I'm going to go. I love the idea of a tree-planting.
Hopefully we'll raise enough money. :3
I'll post the details later.
15th-Dec-2009 04:23 pm - Music.
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15th-Dec-2009 04:08 pm - Vlog?
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I'm thinking about starting a wonderful little Vlog.
I would name it "Biscuit Vlog". (pronouncing the 'vlog' as 'vuh-log')
Of course, I'd put it up on Youtube. But I think I'll wait a few years to start it.
Since I don't have a webcam, or do anything awesome like making clothes or being a model or something.
But yeah.
Lexi Bee is my inspiration.
11th-Dec-2009 10:30 pm - Kawaii not?
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In an effort to get my mind off of my current tragedy, I've been researching the Hime-Gyaru/Kogal look. I love it! I now regret cutting my hair, it was so long that I could have actually done some of the Kogal hairstyles. Now, all I could get is a minimized look of that huge hair.
And the nails...
I love those, too! So cute and adorable...however, right now my nails are too small to make all pretty and such.
And the clothes are expensive, too...

10th-Dec-2009 08:38 pm - Heartbreak and Sadness
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The past two days have been pure hell for me.

My friend, who I was planning on showing journal on here to, killed herself in the early morning of Wednesday. I still can't believe what has happened. I loved her like a sister, she was so special to me. The police are still investigating, but I am heartbroken over her death. I miss her hugs, her voice, just being able to talk to her about anything.
I miss her so much, and I can't describe how much I wish she was still here.
R.I.P Valentina, I love and miss you...
6th-Dec-2009 05:26 pm - Blehh.
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Today is not a good today.
In fact, today sucks.
I don't want to describe it all.
5th-Dec-2009 07:42 pm - Updraft.
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I'm feeling a little happier today. Well, half of the day. But still.
Currently reading-"Otomen" (book 1)

3rd-Dec-2009 07:19 pm - Sugar?
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I'm not in the best mood right now.
I suppose lots of girls are going through the whole "I'm ugly" thing, but I really feel that way about myself. =/
Maybe when I'm older, I'll be prettier.
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